"My new Journey to self-healing and pleasure,
I had the pleasure of receiving a two hour Hot Stone Massage, the experience for me was both pleasurable but also healing.
My husband and I have been together for 11 years, and over the last 7 years our sex life has been on and off and often non-existent for long periods of time. We have 3 beautiful children, ironically our oldest one is 7 years old, this is when we became focused on being parents and didn’t put enough emphasis on being husband and wife through love. And like all marriages, we have seen our ups and downs with careers, kids, and life. We had been to counselling, and I have visited many specialists as I just didn’t think I worked anymore… I hadn’t experienced a true orgasm out of pure love for many years.
My visit with Pauline started with a coffee, and a chat about life, it didn’t take long for the tears to start flowing as I explained how life has been for us over the last few years. I could sense Pauline’s energy that she could help me, but in my mind how could she, after all, all the doctors and not even my husband could help me.
I was there for a two hour hot stone massage, and Pauline knew I had boundaries regarding my stomach area and I was extremely uncomfortable with anyone seeing it, let alone touching it. The first hour was full back body massage with the stones and Pauline’s incredible touch. Pauline made me feel so incredibly relaxed and also at ease, with tiny compliments that would normally make me cringe. At no stage did she make me do anything I didn’t want to do, she asked permission to do the front of my body, at all times giving me the respect that I now know it deserved. Pauline worked all areas, when it came to my stomach area, I let her do her magic, although there were lots of tears (from both parties!!), I let go, not just in a way of allowing Pauline to do that, but let go of all the rubbish that has been hindering me from loving myself, and also allowing my husband to love me. Pauline combined the massage and her Reiki training to start to heal me of past hurts, past issues and more so the present issues. We talked about her Tantra training, and very much unlike me, I was curious. Pauline slowly and very respectfully gave me a sensual massage with a climax that was out of this world, and just what I needed to know I was not ‘broken’ in an area that for a woman should be nurtured and loved. At all times was Pauline respectful. It wasn’t about someone else that was pleasuring me, it was about my pleasure. At the time, it was like no one else was in the room with me, just me and my amazing climax.
But the exciting part for me was the feeling of release and pure ecstasy that I felt afterwards, I realised I am a woman first with needs and my husband is a man with needs, not just sex, but true loving that can only be felt when we release all of our past. A way that we can move forward with no baggage on board, so it is just about us as individuals and also lovers. Pauline has shown me a start to letting go and just being me and embracing my body and also my needs as a woman. I was so in awe of her and her ability that I thought my husband could benefit from the same experience. He too received a massage from Pauline that involved Hot Stones, and sensual touch. He also released past hurts, past anger and experienced the pure ecstasy that I had. We can now both see a way forward from our rut and with help from Pauline in the months to come, I am sure that we will just get better and learn to love each other wholly and unconditionally with no boundaries and expectations, just giving and receiving pure pleasure.
Pauline, you have shown us a way that no one has been able to, after many visits to counsellors and various things, who knew that this could be resolved with such love, respect and intimacy. I can sense after just one visit with you that you have changed us as a couple, and we will look forward to you helping us together on our journey of release and love.
If anyone has any doubt or inhibitions regarding this, there is no need to, what you will feel, whatever the treatment you may have is one of bliss, a state of complete calmness and awareness of yourself and also your capabilities.
The night after we both had our wonderful experiences with Pauline, we came home and made wild passionate love together, changing the focus of the experience from getting to the end goal with an average result, to not thinking of the end goal and just letting the pleasure take over and allowing each other to explore. Who knows, maybe one day we will even get that in tune with each other that I will allow the light on….But baby steps, the fact that we were so at one with each other was a miracle in itself, something we hadn’t experienced in a long time.
We both Thank you so much, you have a true gift that I feel we have only just seen the surface of, in just one day we see what we have been missing out on and are so looking forward to advancing to a higher level.
Thank You Beautiful Lady xx"
-Mrs X (Waikato)
Pauline aka MsVanillaberry
Outspoken, Conscious Sensual Massage therapist and Tantrika that has one hell of a dirty mind and a naughty sense of humour. Loves creating all sorts of pleasurable encounters for her clients and herself...living with the philosophy that life is too short to not just grab it and enjoy it in bliss.
Available: Monday to Saturday 10am to 6pm by appointment only
Mobile: 021 025 12226
Reconnect with your sensual essence through Tantra and Conscious BDSM play, come be guided gently to explore the infinite possibilities